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Be Thou my Vision, O Lord of my heart;
Naught be all else to me, save that Thou art;
Thou my best Thought, by day or by night,
Waking or sleeping, Thy presence my light.

Be Thou my Wisdom, and Thou my true Word;
I ever with Thee and Thou with me, Lord;
Thou my great Father, I Thy true son;
Thou in me dwelling, and I with Thee one.

Be Thou my battle Shield, Sword for the fight;
Be Thou my Dignity, Thou my Delight;
Thou my soul’s Shelter, Thou my high Tow’r:
Raise Thou me heav’nward, O Pow’r of my pow’r.

Riches I heed not, nor man’s empty praise,
Thou mine Inheritance, now and always:
Thou and Thou only, first in my heart,
High King of Heaven, my Treasure Thou art.

High King of Heaven, my victory won,
May I reach Heaven’s joys, O bright Heav’n’s Sun!
Heart of my own heart, whate’er befall,
Still be my Vision, O Ruler of all.

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Spent 2 hours in lecture today watching an incredible documentary – perhaps my favourite thus far. I guess I’ll never actually quit loving photography even though I’ve decided to not pursue it anymore. That was my favourite 2 hours of lecture in uni thus far.

 

Pride puts herself above God. She foolishly and suicidally contends for supremacy with God, opposing him and inviting his wrath. Envy can’t help being unhappy at the blessing and fortune of others. She seethes as others succeed, and even secretly smiles when they fail. Unrighteous Anger viciously attempts to protect a flawed love. She explodes over selfish, irrelevant things, and carelessly overlooks the things that offend and dishonor God. Sloth desperately attempts to control life in order to preserve her comforts, dreading being interrupted by the needs of others. She is lazy-souled — bored with God and doomed to a slow death. Greed overwhelms her victim with an inordinate desire for wealth and possessions. She covets what she shouldn’t or too desperately and impatiently wants what she should. Gluttony looks to food to satisfy some deeper craving, whether for comfort, purpose, or control. She worships food. Lust is a sexual desire that dishonors its object and disregards God. She irrationally seizes sex for selfish gain, believing its pleasure will fill the emptiness she feels.

Marshall Segal

 

  1. warm running water
  2. aircon
  3. a shelter over my head
  4. a laptop to study on
  5. education (a top notch one)
  6. close to no persecution
  7. friends
  8. a pillow and a blanket
  9. very very efficient public transport system
  10. walking home at night without fear
  11. choice of food to eat
  12. ability to even have financial means to help others
  13. pens to write with
  14. clocks and watches to even bother with time
  15. the ability to take things for granted

deny deny deny
no no no
flee flee flee
– the christian chant

Sounds quite right. and yet

It’s not about running away; it’s about running towards.
It isn’t about saying no; it’s about saying yes.
It isn’t just about less of me; it’s about more of you.

I can empty myself out completely, devoid of every wrong thing.
but what am I if i don’t have you?

I don’t choose to empty. I choose to fill.